I hope you’ll stop starving yourself again when life gets tough
— I hope you eat your meals properly, because a healthy tummy makes you happy:)
Hi, is it getting heavy again?
I’m sorry that the world wasn’t always kind to you. I’m sorry that the world took so much from you. That it made you experience horrible things you were too young to experience. Maybe, there were mornings you felt like the heaviness of merely existing was too much of a load to carry. I’m sorry you had to face it all alone.
But I am proud of you for being here. I’m proud of you for trying to heal in the midst of all that felt unfair and cruel. I’m proud of you for staying. I’m proud of you for the person you were, and the person you have become, for the way you dug yourself out of the dark, for the way you pushed through the void of shadows.
I hope you eat your meals properly, and I hope you don’t punish yourself for the things that you believed and people made you believe were your fault.
